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Dec 12 '12
AM I WALL TO U????

AM I WALL TO U????

Dec 12 '12
todae on the bus, 4 cuties
first guy on the left was already on the bus when i got on at the mall. he’s prob. soopa chinese and was constantly chattering off to his other chinese lookin friend but man…he was a qtpieee. he was in all black which is extremely attractive to me and he had nice hair and omg. but that’s all i have to say about that guy.
second guy got on the bus at the mall with me. he had a backpack with his name on it like omg… “Namethelyricist” or something i forget his name even lol. and like i guess the only reason he is cute is becos his eyes were close together he looked dumb and cute hehehe.
3rd guy got on with a huge mass of other high schoolers so omg i already know my affections are illegal lol. and he’s short and young lookin so i’m preeeeetty sure the age gap isn’t just 2-3 yrs HAHAHAHAHAHAHA waahhh. so anyway his fashion sense was just TERRIBLE like he’s wearing stripes on his head and his shirt??? and then he has the gall to wear those kinda plaid shorts that most boys wear on top of the mess of patterns he had on. he was huggin the pole just to play dumb games on his phone but that meant he was extremely close to me who was sitting next to said pole and every so often when the bus makes a sudden movement as it always does, his leg would bump mine but OH WHAT DO U KNO!! NO REACTION FHHFHHRHHFHH AM I A WALL TO U!!!!!!!!!!! but…….goddamn his face looked like the face of my bias from the kpop group i’m soopa into these days. even if everything else about him was wrong his face was pure gold and i could stare at it forever lol. fuck fuck fuck WHY DO THESE LITTLE BOYS GOTTA BE SO CUTE wow what a risky statement lol omg . . 
the last guy was so skinny and had beautiful dyed hair that i had the hardest time figuring out if he was male…but i’m pretty sure he was cos like… faint makings of a moustache and hairy legs………. anyway this qt had a really pretty face which comboed with his beautiful hair and thin figure only made him look girlier. also he had this giant sweatshirt and would not reveal his hands from his sleeves with was the cutest thing. well no, the cutest thing is how messy (BUT STILL CUTE) his hair was.
and then there’s me……..being shunned by all these men omg.

todae on the bus, 4 cuties

first guy on the left was already on the bus when i got on at the mall. he’s prob. soopa chinese and was constantly chattering off to his other chinese lookin friend but man…he was a qtpieee. he was in all black which is extremely attractive to me and he had nice hair and omg. but that’s all i have to say about that guy.

second guy got on the bus at the mall with me. he had a backpack with his name on it like omg… “Namethelyricist” or something i forget his name even lol. and like i guess the only reason he is cute is becos his eyes were close together he looked dumb and cute hehehe.

3rd guy got on with a huge mass of other high schoolers so omg i already know my affections are illegal lol. and he’s short and young lookin so i’m preeeeetty sure the age gap isn’t just 2-3 yrs HAHAHAHAHAHAHA waahhh. so anyway his fashion sense was just TERRIBLE like he’s wearing stripes on his head and his shirt??? and then he has the gall to wear those kinda plaid shorts that most boys wear on top of the mess of patterns he had on. he was huggin the pole just to play dumb games on his phone but that meant he was extremely close to me who was sitting next to said pole and every so often when the bus makes a sudden movement as it always does, his leg would bump mine but OH WHAT DO U KNO!! NO REACTION FHHFHHRHHFHH AM I A WALL TO U!!!!!!!!!!! but…….goddamn his face looked like the face of my bias from the kpop group i’m soopa into these days. even if everything else about him was wrong his face was pure gold and i could stare at it forever lol. fuck fuck fuck WHY DO THESE LITTLE BOYS GOTTA BE SO CUTE wow what a risky statement lol omg . .

the last guy was so skinny and had beautiful dyed hair that i had the hardest time figuring out if he was male…but i’m pretty sure he was cos like… faint makings of a moustache and hairy legs………. anyway this qt had a really pretty face which comboed with his beautiful hair and thin figure only made him look girlier. also he had this giant sweatshirt and would not reveal his hands from his sleeves with was the cutest thing. well no, the cutest thing is how messy (BUT STILL CUTE) his hair was.

and then there’s me……..being shunned by all these men omg.

Dec 9 '12
every time i am tempted to go on the internet i see this picture as my cpu’s bg and i am motivated to study just as hard

every time i am tempted to go on the internet i see this picture as my cpu’s bg and i am motivated to study just as hard

Tags: not kidding it works the power of love

Dec 9 '12

sleep is so good i cannot resist it when i am at home so today i kinda slept like 14 hours :c

Dec 8 '12
too fun too fun

too fun too fun

Dec 8 '12
senpai ur mine

senpai ur mine

Tags: zero understanding of the physics of blood splatters

Dec 8 '12
120712’s G

120712’s G

Dec 7 '12

today i listened to my ta’s talk on some amazing physics about multiple universes and modeling dark energy and dark matter in some ridiculous mathematical way and it was so inspiring like damn

life is one big puzzle

i get to be professor layton of the universe

like man…

but i got so much to work on shit

i gotta start reading

after finals i guess :c

Nov 29 '12

today my mind started wandering and i realized i never really stick with anything and i don’t even have a proper dream or anything?? like i’d want to go to space but it’s not like i’m doing anything for that other than waiting for it to get commercialized?? and like i’m studying astrophysics just cos it’s interesting like i don’t even know if it’s gonna be a fun job??

but whatever i guess cos life’s not that serious?? i mean i like it just fine and i want to learn more and i can’t really think of any job i’d want to do for however long i live other than becoming professor layton and solving puzzles lol.

when i was a kid i wanted to be an art teacher but damn i don’t wanna teach kids art like sheesh. when i was in middle school i wanted to be a housewife cos i thought they just play at home all day but damn they just do chores all day and have to actually cook good. like my dream changes so frequently i don’t think i’m serious about anything???? in junior yr i said i wanted to be a pharmacist cos ap chem was pretty interesting and i liked their nice coats but now that i think back it sounds really boring?

so like maybe astro is the thing for me cos i’ve been sticking with it for like what 3 and a half years or so now?? tho i barely read anything or keep up and i’m often falling asleep in my astro classes so i wonder if i even care at all????

like…

seriously………….

what am i doing?????????????????

Tags: should i just become a stripper

Nov 26 '12

i remember one time when i was in this room with a lot of other kids(?) and a few of them were huddled around a computer and playing some “sick hip hop beats and freestyling” (haha i don’t know what i’m saying!) but they were high as fuck and so it was pretty bad

so where i’m going with this is that even though i don’t remember much there was one line spat out and it was so good, so good, that i think i’ll remember it for the rest of my life.

at the end of this one asian kid’s flow, there were these words

"and i gotta say…hey."

Tags: ok i'll write my essay now how long ago was that shit why do i still remember it hahahaha